03 CREATING MEDIA

 

Song - NF - Let You Down

Feels like we're on the edge right now

I wish that I could say I'm proud

I'm sorry that I let you down

Let you down

All these voices in my head get loud

I wish that I could shut them out

I'm sorry that I let you down

L-l-let you down

Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment

Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed

It's annoying

I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you

But, I guess the more you

Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right?

Yeah, I'ma just ignore you

Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you

Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you

Very loyal?

Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife into my hands before

What else should I carry for you?

I cared for you, but

Feels like we're on the edge right now

I wish that I could say I'm proud

I'm sorry that I let you down

L-l-let you down

All these voices in my head get loud

I wish that I could shut them out

I'm sorry that I let you down

L-l-let you down

Yeah, you don't wanna make this work

You just wanna make this worse

Want me to listen to you

But you don't ever hear my words

You don't wanna know my hurt, yet

Let me guess you want an apology, probably

How can we keep going at a rate like this?

We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave

Please don't come after me

I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all

Go ahead, just drink it off

Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong

Ain't that what you always do?

I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood

What else can I offer you?

There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you

Feels like we're on the edge right now

I wish that I could say I'm proud

I'm sorry that I let you down

L-l-let you down

All these voices in my head get loud

I wish that I could shut them out

I'm sorry that I let you down

L-l-let you down

Yeah, don't talk down to me

That's not gonna work now

Packed all my clothes and I moved out

I don't even wanna go to your house

Everytime I sit on that couch

I feel like you lecture me

Eventually, I bet that we

Could have made this work

And probably woulda figured things out

But I guess that I'm a letdown

But it's cool, I checked out

Oh, you wanna be friends now?

Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now

Sit around and talk about the good times

That didn't even happen

I mean, why are you laughing?

Must have missed that joke

Let me see if I can find a reaction

No, but at least you're happy

Feels like we're on the edge right now

I wish that I could say I'm proud

I'm sorry that I let you down

Oh, I let you down

All these voices in my head get loud

And I wish that I could shut them out

I'm sorry that I let you down

Oh, let you down

I'm sorry

I'm so sorry now

I'm sorry

That I let you dow

Establishing shot: drone flying over the forrest for 5-10 seconds, whilst the intro of the song is playing it will come up with the credits. Whilst the overview of the woods is happening the drone will slowly go under the woods and through the bushes and slowly pan down onto me. This will work because it will give a good shot of the woods which will explain the context to the viewer and give them a good image of the vibe of the song.

Main Idea/overview: I want to be the song of a lonely kid who hasn’t found himself and he needs to find some light at the end of the tunnel. By this I mean that he is going through a lot with school and being bullied, and he goes to the woods to find himself. I will have some shots of me being made fun of and being bullied at school. Mid way through the video roughly, I will visit the Claremont woods. When I am in the Claremont woods there will be a drone shot flying over the woods. This is made to represent how small and insignificant my life is. After this, there will be a shot that quickly zooms to my eye and I open it. I will edit my eye so it is darker and has a more goth like eye, to represent loneliness.

After this, there will be a cutscene of me sitting at home doing prep on my laptop and I get a connection error and out of anger I throw my pen and I slam my laptop. After this, a small burst of smoke will burst of out my ears. I will notice the smoke and it will slowly fade away. Once I have done this I will start waving my hand and I will slowly produce smoke that comes out of my hand. And I will do it more and more until my hand lights on fire. This represents me summoning my spirits and becoming a greater person. It will cut to the woods where I will do a small bit of lip syncing cutting between me lip syncing and me walking in the woods pushing through trees and bushes, going quickly between each one.

Then there will be a transition between the two videos and it will do cinematic slo mo shots of me in the woods confidently kicking dust and acting like I have became a better person. Finally, the finishing shot will be me holding the drone and letting it go, like im releasing my past self  and it sloyl flying up in the air.